"In this world you can achieve everything if you're working hard for it. Working hard means not only to make things like other. Working hard means to do more than other." (fabianxarnold)
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In the last couple of month I worked a lot. Worked a lot as a labourer. Worked a lot on social media. Worked a lot on myself. Almost everyday I had only 5 hours sleep maximum. My head was fucked, my body was fucked. And I enjoyed every minute of my sleep I don't had to think about my business.
Last Friday it seems like everything makes sense. I quit my labour job and started to concentrate of social media and modelling... Yesterday I wanted to upload my first video on YouTube. Everything seems to be perfect... But then the hardrive falls out of the computer and deleted everything. I tried to get it back but I haven't.
So I have to cut the whole video again. I'm on the ground and I lost the motivation to stand up and start again.
Today in the gym I heard a motivation speech and started to reflect the whole situation. -> Fuck off... It's only Instagram... It's Only YouTube... Some people have bigger problems than me and are not crying like a kid.
So you don't have to think about your bad things in life. Think about the positive ones... My health, my family's health, I'm in Sydney, I'm young and I'm free.... #prayforit
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