Last night I fell asleep feeling meh. Nothing unusual. When you suffer from an #invisibleillness you are always in for surprises. You don't know what happens when and how. Suddenly the very dress that you looked lovely in the day before no longer fits you because you are bloated.Your favourite bangle can't be worn because your nerves are popping out in pain. Ah! The list is long but the point is the same- every day is a new surprise.
I cribbed and cried. Felt sorry for a bit and fell asleep to wake up this quote. Sign from the universe? Maybe!
I wanted to believe in this. In that moment I wanted to tell myself like I have a million times before, "You are BeYOUtiful!". And I did because I knew it was nothing but the truth.
With my scars, bloating, baggy dressing style and unkempt hair I was as beautiful as I could be because I was me. Simply me.
You might say 'Dil behlane ko khayal acccha hai Ghalib!' But then if it makes me happy why not 😉 💓Many times what the world think doesn't matter. What matters is that one person who means the world to you thinks about you. 💓
Regrann from @koblack - #ACCEPTINGTEAMS#WeNeedBallers#WIN500#CASH#CELEBRATINGLIFE 🤞🏾 #1st Annual Dra-Day
When: Sept. 29
Where: Heymann Park
Community Family Fun Day
Basketball 🏀 Tounament
Fun jumps & Water slides
Snow balls Nd food for da Kids
DJ: jimmy Jammz on da 1s & 2s
Live performances at halftime of each game! Come out and enjoy yourself.
Celebrating life & Family
Bring lawn chairs. Contact: @magnolia_lobie @koblack @dubble_tap_shorty @tra.mac @bossmane_luaapop for any add. Info r if u would like to perform.
9 Teams needed for tournament 10$man 1st place prize 500$
Steven and I are working out details, making sure the vehicle is ready, the kids have proper clothes, and setting plans in place to be in San Antonio with our family to celebrate the life of my grandmother. #griefandloss#hopeandjoy#celebratinglife
Here’s the thing though. If it weren’t for my business, we wouldn’t financially be able to go. My paycheck last week is allowing us to go without any worry.
I’m so grateful that God made a way over two years ago that would allow us to be present this week with family. In the middle of all the emotions this week, it just hit me that God knew. He started providing for this need back in 2016.
His providential care and plans for our lives are rarely seen in the moment, but my prayer is that I will be able to trust fully when I can’t see what He is doing in the Now, knowing that He knows, and His care is the best I could ever rest in. ❤️
I did all 3 today! Weights workout this morning then some quality me time which also included getting taken out to lunch by 2 dear friends that I haven’t seen in a very.... very .....long time but who managed to have me in fits of giggles just as they used to when we worked together 19 or so years ago!! Thanks lads! Forgotten just how much of a laugh we had working together! Needed that pick me up with the added bonus of a caffeine hit this afternoon! #weightswednesday#bellylaughs#oldfriends#makingtime#coffeetime#celebratinglife
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