Don’t trust any fake ass bitch out there that pretends to be your best friend. They aren’t worth your precious time :,) I’ve spent a whole year with this girl and all of that for her pleasing. So she could have fun and only all about her. Girls are assholes xoxo #deletingsoon
My God will arise for my sake and fight for me.
You will be expose soon.
@dechosen_angel_store God our redeemer, God our provider, God our protector God our supporter, God our everything.
We are nothing without him #deletingsoon
So guys, I had this acct that blew up when I made fanart of a certain person (whom, obviously, I love with all my heart so I decided to keep doing that) and I found myself being an easy target not only for compliments but LOADS and LOADS of hate.
Don't get me wrong, I don't mind that as long as I believe in what I'm doing and I was incredibly happy with everything. I made so many awesome friends and I tried so hard to make them get noticed by our idol or get a phone call (yes that was possible- some people know what I'm talking about) or even BUY them tickets/merch because our fanbase was relatively small (on IG) and I was one of the oldest fans. I did that from the bottom of my heart and I would do it again! And I am at peace with the fact that how much I tried to be a good person and make decent art was (so selfish Sara!!) rewarded when my idol FOLLOWED me, and alas! TALKED to me! I shall forever be grateful to him and that short period of time really really changed the way I see and approach many things, always trying to be KIND!
SO WHY did I leave??
While sharing with friends on the internet is cool, you have to be careful who you trust and at some point I had shared carelessly with the wrong person who was then blackmailing me. Straight up. I was being told to not post this and not say that and IM A VERY SOFT PERSON, MY ANXIETY WAS SKY HIGH!
I grew distant to many of my friends because I couldn't trust them anymore. I kept blocking account after account but all the spam/venting accounts OF THE FRICKEN UNIVERSE were following me. .
I made up my mind to restart but I felt EXTREMELY GUILTY bc of all the support I had received until a greater guilt replaced that. As you all can understand bc last year ended most violently for all of us.. I had suddenly lost an idol. (yes I mean Jjong) Not just that. A part of my heart and my teenage memories were torn from me and caused me such INCREDIBLE pain that even as I write this it keeps hurting and hurting and hurting...
It made me realize how deeply I care for and love so many ppl and that I couldn't keep drawing for just for one fandom all things considered. Here you go, learn from my mistakes!!
FINAL YEAR WEEK, Day1: school uniform day, I'm repping EMMY NORBERTON INT'L SCH PORTHARCORT, my alma mata... Wearing this brought back old memories... ENIS Students gerrin here #deletingsoon @rani_gwaycie @e.n.i.s.s @sofeeyah_skai @biu_nigeria @mhizfrankieejacs @siruti @ms_artemisia @deepromote @blossomchukwujekwu