I never wanted to be a heartbreaker
Turn your sisters and friends into matchmakers
I know you think my dreams came true
Since you been gone
Singin' these songs are just something to do
Every dream I ever had was you
Hope you know I'm still in love
It's the kind you can't fall out of
(Journal June 24, 2014): “I cannot say enough about journaling. The many pages I have filled with my words has guided me- unknowingly, until now- to a place that feels most like my true essence. I have yet to go through the many years of words. Most, I fear, were written in my darkest moments. I know that at the end of each journal, I closed the book with shame and regret, still buried so deep within me. I’ve rarely reread my words until now.
Now, I have found bravery. And with that bravery comes the freedom to feel truly happy. And with my happiness, I trust and sense that it is now time to open those pages of darkness and find the brave nuggets of strength my soul must have expressed to guide me to this joyous point of strength.
Perhaps it is through self-love and forgiveness that I feel grounded in this place. Before my words felt as though they were written on shaky ground. I can firmly feel the pen being guided by stronger hands/fingers. Now, I am truly writing these words- a connection between what I am writing as my soul is speaking to me feels as one. They no longer feel separated.
I am closer to myself than I have ever been. What an empowering, joyous union. It took me so long to get here. My words are so connected to my soul that I now write of light not darkness. Or should I say- my darkness is finally overshadowed by my Light.
I believe there must have been truth within my darkness. And I’m anxious to excavate through my darker journaling and find the light and joy that carried me through.” 📖✍🏻✍🏻✍🏻💫❤️💫❤️🙏#othersideofhealing#selflove#journaling#writingtoheal#writingtosurvive#forgiveness#loveandlight#yoga#spiritualhealing#spiritualawakening#repost#memoir
I know I am constantly aware of my self talk🙉
I constantly have to work to forgive myself and be in the NOW.... I miss Doug because he was always my best cheer LEADER and support.
Salaams and peace be upon the family of the prophet (saww).
Today is Arafah the martyrdom of Moslim ibn Aqil. The cousin of imam hussein. Just one day before eid. ALLAH HAS BLESSED HIM with arafah... So continues the journey to Karbalah. 😥😢😭😭😢❤