SCARY BUT DELICIOUS #lunch was pizza - even though I had pizza yesterday!!! My friend wanted to take me out to lunch and that’s a normal thing to do and a lovely treat 💛 so I ignored the panic as best as I could and had the thing I wanted - not the salad my mind screamed at me to get - and I had a lovely afternoon. I tried bubble tea for the first time too!! It’s been such a challenging weekend but I’m so glad I haven’t listened to the thoughts of restriction 💛
I attempted to eat this protein bar last night. Really did make an attempt, but only made out half way through.
Today's not very good either (see last post), and I kinda just want it all to be over. I'm tired, and I honestly don't want to try anymore. I don't know.
I hope you lovelies are having a good day ♥️
I can feel myself being dragged down by my eating disorder. I usually get kind of scared when I can tell I’m headed towards a horrible relapse but right now I’m excited. I can’t live with my body like this anymore.
hi hello how’s it going my fellow sad people ?? 😌
so...... S. is not replying anymore and i’m hoping it’s just because he’s doing stuff and not because i basically rejected him twice because he’s a really cool guy and it’s not even like i’m daydreaming about marrying him or generally being in a relationship - i just want to have him as a friend (and maybe hook up with him from time to time because seriously the face, the bod, the personality,,,) 😩 oh and yesterday i accidentally sent him a meme meant for another friend while being high as shit and the fact that he hasn’t texted anything back so far is just stressing me out more and more.... why am i like this
I'm really glad to be at this point right now. I don't stress about food, I go out and have fun. I'm still gaining and you know, that's okay. It'll get me my period back and I know it'd make my friends and family even happier. So glad I have them. 🌟
Yes, there's still a big mountain to climb but I'm willing to start and to get to the top. 🍀
🍑🍊🍌 Smoothie de durazno, naranja y banana
•Hoy es el cumpleaños de mi sobrino y ya tengo pánico, pero voy a tratar de disfrutar del día y no hacerme problema por la comida que haya 😉 me deseo suerte y les deseo suerte para que tengan un buen día 💗
Had this really full filling breakfast today 😳: 1 omelette made out of 1 egg 🥚 spinach and mushrooms 🌿 3 mini multigrain toasts and 1/2 cup of almond milk coffee ☕️ Feeling kinda guilty because it was a lot of food for me but everything is about challenges 👋🏻
••• Tuve un desayuno muy cargado 😳: 1 omelette hecho de 1 huevo 🥚espinaca y champiñones 🌿 3 tostadas mini multigranos y 1/2 de café en leche de almendras ☕️
Me siento un tanto culpable porque fue mucha comida para mi pero todo se trata de desafíos 👋🏻