Saw my ex husbands mug shot on the sheriffs page tonight & was struck with sadness. Sadness for him, for my daughter, for his family (and they are not a family in recovery so they are still enabling, trying to "manage" & blaming other people and not taking care of themselves. So basically, sick also.) I have not made many meetings in the past few months but I put on my big girl pants & hit one tonight.💓👍🏻✅ Back home with a clear head & some much-needed peace.❤️✌🏻Such a gift to be around others who have been down the hard road of addiction, (glean some wisdom from others experience)and have come out with a new understanding & appreciation for life and staying #sober !! Prayers for all who are still stuck in the hell of #addiction .😰 When we're in it, we lie and tell ourselves whatever we need to tell ourselves to continue to drink and use. ➡️The topic tonight was Resentments and how when we continue to live with blame, self-pity & re-hashing all the wrongs ever done to us, we can have no peace (and we will most certainly find ourselves before long with a drink in hand). We simply cannot continue to carry that stuff around & expect to live with any semblance of peace. So we have to find a new way! Old ways and old stories don't work if we want different results!!😩 Change, while hard, is not impossible & ALWAYS worth it!! It affects not just our own lives, but our children and our loved ones more than we could ever know. So be brave & do the hard things that you need to do!! #change#grow#recovery#soberlife#gratitude#blessed#faith#community#listen#learn#share#peace#willingness#acceptance#truth#vulnerability#friday
🙏🏻•🙏🏻•🙏🏻 Faith manifests evidence. But you can not manifest the life of your dreams with 99% faith, like you can not be 99% pregnant. You are either full in and decide to live your life fearlessly, knowing that you are a child of God and Divine is taking care of you, or you give in to worry and fear, and manifest more things you worry about...I choose to have 100 % faith in blessings and miracles of the Divine - how about you Fam? 🙌🏻 And HAPPY FRIDAY! We made it haha 😁👊🏼
Throw yourself into life with the reckless abandon and wild, free heart of a child.
But love you more.
Let yourself fall.
And after the tears have dried, start over.
Never be afraid of allowing yourself to feel.
But love you more.
Take care of your heart.
It isn’t supposed to hurt.
We crawl so that we may eventually walk, and walk so that we can run.
Know when to let go and let Goddess take over.
Love. You. More.
#JacksonHole Day 2
A ski instructor said they are starting to call it “Jaspen” because of all the super entitled people coming to #WY for the snow this year. But fear not: I was sure to counteract said enitlement with a whoooooole lot of #gratitude for #burgers and #Brussels Sprouts. Maaaybe for some other things too 🤔😉