Remembering my mom today.
It’s unbelievable to me it’s been 2 years from her departure and yet it feels like it’s been years.
I am thinking of her and my girls and just feel bad for the 3 and I’m not sure which I feel worse for, my mom not seeing my girls grow up or my girls missing out on getting to know an incredible woman.
My girls are still getting to know her through me and stories but the experience of sharing their own bonding experiences won’t exist.
Anahita had begged to get her ears pierced for over a year when she was 8 and for whatever reason which now seem trivial I wouldn’t do it. Finally on one of my mom’s visits to LA, she decided that she was going to take them including Ariana to do it. She held their hands through the process and told them it will be quick then we can go to a girls luncheon and catch up! She taught me that I need to pick my battles and that was not one of them and at the same time created the best memories for my girls however small it may seem.
Our lives are short to begin with and can be shortened even more at any point. We really do take it for granted with assumptions of longevity and time.
I’m so grateful for the time they had together and I’m hoping they were old enough to remember her and their experiences together.
Miss you so much everyday.
Thank you for helping me settle into our new home, and for taking care of me every step of the way. For being by my side through every trial, and for sharing every joy with me. You made sure I was totally safe, secure, and prepared before you left, and I am the luckiest man to be able to have you as my wife. Thank you for loving me like only you can. I love you. I will see you again so soon. #gratitude#love#youaredivine#iloveyou#imissyoualready
In the midst of all that’s going i can’t help but think of you. Cowards get away with murder on a daily basis and we still have not found killers. I pray your souls rest peacefully while we wonder when justice will be served for you. I’ll scream your name til the day I die . It’s forever NELSON GANG they may have taken you from us but they can’t erase your existence. #miamidade#yallraisingmurderers#2016#itsnotgettinganybetter#FOREVER19#iloveyou 💙