I’ve been struggling quite a lot lately. There were a lot of things happening out of my realm of control, that I’ve been angry, sad, confuse, depressed, frustrated - all at one shot for the past few months. I took it out on a lot of people and hurt them along the way, I don’t know how to feel and how to share. Some said that I should be strong and keep it all in, some said just let it go, some said whatever, some said just cry it out, some said don’t be scary and just move along, some said to shout it out, but I think i kept it in too much to the point that I exploded.
I am thankful for my #Husband who allows me to let go of my feelings and explode many many times, my #family who takes it all in with patience, and the few #friends I love who just stood by me, letting me cry and hear me out. Godsend.
I still don’t know the way to handle things, I’m still feeling not on the good side, I don’t know what’s the right way to let go, I’m still confuse, I can’t say I’m stronger because I feel things could be tumbling down any second, but I do know is thank god for lots of good food to make things better, and lots of holidays like this! ☺️ #stillconfuse#love#kohlipe#thailand#beach#holiday#goingstrong