I started getting quite few messages from friends now asking if everything is ok in my life as I've recently started posting a lot of stories with alcohol in it, as before it was mainly healthy food and fitness.
I've never expressed my feelings on social media but today I just feel like sharing my thoughts with everyone.
Last half year has been very difficult for me.
Every aspect of my life has changed drastically.
I moved the house two times (people who don't live in their motherland will understand how stressful it can be and how much energy it sucks out).
Broke up with someone who had been a massive part of my life, my biggest support and friend.
Changed my job and had superb intense training, been flying to another country for two weeks in a row not having any rest between flights (it was amazing experience and I loved it however it did put a lot of stress on my body).
I didn't celebrate my 25th birthday which really disappointed me as I wanted to spend my day with my close friends which either were far away or couldn't come for different reasons.
Right now I have 4 days of uni and 3 days of work, my days are very long, I leave house early and come back very late. And if I manage to get my arse to the gym at least 3 times per week then it's a very lucky week, cause I don't get this flexibility anymore and there's certainly not enough hours in the day to try and squeeze everything in. I don't have days off, well, maybe once a month 😏
So as you can imagine, my life is a bit intense, so I do need to have a bit of social life, a glass of wine every now and then and just have that mental break from everything. (People who live in a big cities and not in their native countries will understand me more than anyone else). Aaaand, just because I'm a gym junkie doesn't mean that I should completely restrict myself from food, alcohol etc. Everything should be balanced.
So guys, all I'm trying to say is that I'm fine and I've just had a little step back but, I'm at absolute peace and I am HAPPY. And nothings is wrong with me (I hope so 😁). Let's be less judgemental, work hard and not forget to enjoy a nice festive season 🥂💃🍭