These are the angstiest photos ice ever taken until you look at the background in the first one... 😂😂😂 I was a sad??? nun tonight but I didn't have my dress on when I took the pictures #nun#halloween#angst#sadness#mascaratears
Met Gala eat your heart out ☀
I was some sort of Heavenly Bodies inspired fallen saint last night but of course it was dark before I'd even started my makeup so here are some lo-fi filtered pics (if anyone has tips for taking decent selfies in artificial light let me know). Mascara tears bc I always cry when I'm drunk so i figured I'd get a headstart but I actually had a really nice night up until the end! I made friends! I didn't drink too much! I went to sleep at 6am!
Hey y’all, it’s been awhile. I haven’t been completely gone, but I haven’t been doing anything worthwhile on here either🤷🏻♀️ I’ve just been deeeeeply unhappy with everything I’ve been drawing lately. I also just completely abandoned my goal to finish #mabsdrawlloweenclub this year. I made it farther than I have in previous tries though, so, you know, baby steps.
I’ve been so inactive though because my older brother’s getting married Saturday! I’m so excited. I love his future wife, she’s one of my bffs, and they’ve been together for almost 11 years, so I’m happy they’re finally making it official or whatever.
I’m not ready for (and I KNOW it’s coming) people to ask me when I’m getting married. I’m the lone single sibling, I’m the only girl, I’m the only one who doesn’t want kids, this should be FUN 😂😅😭 There may be many, many drunk videos in my stories Saturday, so tune in! 🙃
Anyways, this is the only thing I’ve drawn over the last week...ish(?) that I’ve been happy with. What do y’all think?
and so you sat back and watched
as Your Beloved struggled.
as she floundered
and all but drowned in her tears.
You, a warrior,
did not pick up your sword
to battle the demons who charged her.
she had to feel abandoned
as you stood and watched silently,
tears streaming down your own face,
allowing her to feel betrayed,
she hardened her heart to you,
she harloted her body and her affections to lesser men
in an attempt to win your attention,
never knowing that all along you stood,
waiting patiently until she should see... that this is the path we chose together.
forgive me. —
The first song I featured on EP 01 was my girl @ErickaGuitron's "Mascara Tears." She's an amazing singer and her "Thousand Skins" EP is so empowering and uplifting. If you're looking for good reason to have a good cry session (it's healthy!), "Mascara Tears" is your soundtrack.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I wanted to post this as a reminder to myself and maybe to others that we all have those days when self-doubt creeps into our minds and overpowers us sometimes. Today I questioned my own abilities, my identity and if I am worthy of what I do and what I’m fortunate and lucky enough to have in my life. One of my mentors always tells me, “sometimes you gotta dig the ditches” and today I was digging. Just tryna keep it as real as I can so if you had a bad day too, that’s ok, it happens sometimes❤️