Ok guys.. I am someone who has no self confidence.. when you are so adorable and you say that you truely love my artwork, it's hard to me to take it personnaly.. actually it's like you say this to somebody else.. I hate a big part of my cosplays and I feel like I am always overrated..😕 @mandalorien31 saw me cry sometimes because I was too tired or too scared to go to a con because I don't want to desapoint you all .. I do all my cosplays with my heart.. well my heart is tired sometimes but I keep going because you are magic and I am so happy when I see you guys... and actually when I went to the @salondelmangabarcelona , 6 cosplayers who were at the ECG told me that I looked amazing and that I could be proud of me... I could not listen them at all, for me, I am just a pièce of dust in the universe and I deserve nothing..then, the week after the con, it's the two lovely guys who won the WCS 2018 who told me I was very talented and they would be happy to have a time with me... I could not listen them.. for me I am just a piece of sand in the Sahara.. .
but the last night I saw this vidéo... .
It took me one week to rush my cosplay, it was the first time I used a sewing machine, I cut my precious hair (by myself) just for my Grandmaster cosplay and when I finished all of that it was like 6am, I did my make up after a breakfast and I did not sleep till 11 PM.. I was so exhausted.. but here I am and now it's @jeffgoldblum who saw my work..and it is like a dream.. I love his artwork and je le so adorable.. .I try my best to be more confident and maybe I will be able to listen to him when he say that I am good at cosplaying.. .
When I do my stuffs, I feel this fire burning in my veins and I wish one day I will be someone in art-history ..but now I am just a ladybug flying where I want no matter the fame and dramas.. I am free and I think it's this freedom and this passion you can feel when you see me 😋 thank you all you make my sad life crazy and magic..🙏
Well now I am a "Goldblum approuved cosplayer" and it makes my heart sparkle 😂🙏