Submit to God, and you will have peace; then things will go well for you. Job 22:21.
For every human being created, there is a purpose and not living in accordance to it will bring about nothing but disillusionment and a life of drudgery, lack of excitement and joy, absence of fulfilment, directionless journey, feelings of being stuck. God had predestined us even before we were made to do good through us and for His light to shine so all men can see and we can only get to the peak of where He has intended for us if we submit totally to His will which is found in the word of God.
You can not know the will of God concerning you if you don't immerse yourself in the word of God.
The word of God can be likened to a manufacturer's instruction that comes with every new product you purchase and we are all aware that without proper knowledge of operation, the product would not be useful or be used in its full capacity.
Dearly beloved, I implore you to go yo God in prayer, study and meditate on His word, seek His will and live by it, know where He wants you to be and what He needs you to do.
I assure you, it will be the best decision you have ever made.