My happy place..❤️the next time I go back, I want to camp so I can go even further. Although it looks so close, but the shit is far! Lol!! As I was going up, I keep telling myself, “you are almost there..see? You can almost touch it”..but the higher I got the gnarlier it got. Barely can see the trail. I’ve probably spent a lot of time looking up and figuring out how to go up/cross boulders combined with scree and lose rocks. I was kind of miserable 😂 But man, I’d be lying if I say I didn’t have fun. I only encountered men on my way up and down. I ran on my way down so my big toe nail came off. 🤣 I’m not kidding. I’m just simply happy here..I believe mountains and fresh air can do that.
Sick of mentally suffering day in day out. Migraines everyday can not control my thoughts I don’t want to die I just want the pain and suffering to end and I don’t no any other way then to end it
Medication does not work I’ve tried everything i just cant take it anymore😞 i am in so much pain my head feels like it’s going to blow I can hardly eat or sleep I’m just done fuck life I need to grow some balls and just do it fear is the only thing stopping me😡😞