We all deserve to feel happy with ourselves & I certainly have a significant amount of work to do with myself, no one is perfect & I certainly am not.
It is not easy for anyone to come out on social media to share with the world their struggles because often times people only share the great moments & fabricate life on social media, however I felt the need to share my story in hopes of inspiring others or helping someone else who may be struggling with depression, anxiety or any other mental health issue. Reach out to someone, ask for help, talk to someone.
I have spent several months where I completely lost myself & have still been struggling with myself, lost my self-worth, my confidence, fell apart-broke down, began harming myself, was seeking therapy, I have been in out of the hospitals, had my days where I nearly wanted to give up on my life, struggling to find my purpose in life and still do.
However this all has made me realize absolutely nothing is worth harming yourself.
I had this vision, these expectations that I would land my dream job after school but instead things went south for me, it certainly has taught me to not set expectations because you'll be disappointed in the end, but unfortunately things have to fall apart before things come together again.
I have been trying to find a new path in my life, find my own happiness but one thing I do know is my modeling career has kept me going,has given me a purpose, helped me build myself up & I so thankful I have connected with so many creative individuals through social media🌹