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#REALLIFE 👁👁 #ERLEE⌚️
Find yourself a team of women who love you on your worst days, who have your back even when you don’t have your own, who call you out on your bullshit and find a way to make things work even when you see things differently, and most importantly - who love you for your true authentic self, battle wounds and all.
I’ve found mine. 🙌🏼💙
It’s been a long couple of days. It’s amazing how much rest you don’t get in the hospital. Getting lots of snuggles in tonight in the NICU. It’s hard being away from my babies...even my big kid but I’m glad he came to see me this afternoon. Tomorrow should be a better day. Hoping for continued good sugar readings and starting the process of weaning my sugar baby off the dextrose drip.
I'm going to be super real. The past week or two (I've lost count of the days), I've been struggling with depression, and some overall gloominess mixed with some anxiety. It's not an ongoing condition (as I know many suffer with), but instead was brought on and triggered by a few traumatic family situations. It is important to me to always be real, authentic and transparent. I don't believe in putting on a happy face and pretending. Life is too short to "hide reality" from people or lie to yourself. So, I've had my time to fully deal with my feelings (so important because they will haunt you if you do not really deal with them) and I'm ready to wash my face, put my big girl panties on and be in control of my own destiny. In the end, I found if I give it all to God, I really have to give it over. The only control I can have is with my choice of mood, actions and faith. So today, I read (again) the first 3 chapters of my current favorite book (Rachel Hollis #girlwashyourface ) and am ready to conquer the day, my commitments, goals and happiness. It is up to us to lift ourselves and each other up. I'm not a perfect wife, mom, businesswoman or Christian, and I don't pretend to be. It is important to know, to really know, that even though we fall short and are flawed, we are enough and are loved! ❤
Do you ever have times you are in a rut or struggling?