It’s been an incredibly rough and tumultuous 10 months. Ever since me and my ex fiancé went our separate ways, I truly lost myself. I was already reeling from dumb decisions made in the past still haunting me, a loss of what was like a father in law and the loss of my best friend, my dog. When my relationship ended that was like the nail in the coffin. On top of all that I was a 27 year old male who had to move back home. One of the most disheartening things ever. I truly didn’t know what to do anymore, who I was or what was going on. I left work to go back to school only to realize I may not be school material and need to work with my hands. I went through a deep, deep state of depression. Cried almost every night, had major suicidal thoughts and 1 attempt at taking my own life. I’m thankful for my mother and father trying to talk to me to keep my ahead afloat. Friends reaching out to me when I needed them the most. Through depression I found myself. Through falling, I found a ledge to cling on. By no means am I clear from falling again, BUT this move signifies a huge step for me. It may not be an apartment to myself, but it’s mine. I just have to keep thanking God every day for the power I’ve been given to find meaning in life again....I’m not out of the woods by any stretch, but I definitely found my path, wherever that may take me too. Today I say goodbye to the borough that birthed and raised me to go to a state that I never thought I’d end up in 😂...now to get a vehicle once again annnnnd get back to playing rugby
once in a lifetime, we all want to be cast away for few days where life could let us find the rawness in everything around us...this map of andaman & nicobar brings the same feeling, not just through the image but also in the experience it holds for the travellers. unwind the adventure at your next rendezvous point on the rugged path for only leaving you with unforgetting memories and tales to tell!!! even when it pours from the heaven here at this time of the year, it still can be as mesmerizing as any sunny day during the vibrant summers. they say, life holds all the colors and portrays it through the nature around us...so it may be for you a self finding trip to these beautiful andamans.
"Looking back I clearly see
What it is that's killing me
Through the eyes of one I know
I see a vision once let go
I had it all. Constantly it burdens me
Hard to trust and can't believe
Lost the faith and lost the love
When the day is done.
I love the way I feel today
But how I know the sun will fade
Darker days seem to be
What will always live in me
But still I run. It's hard to walk this path alone Hard to know which way to go Will I ever save this day
Will it ever change.
Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
On and on we stand alone
Until our day has come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one." #alterbridge 2004. #sunset#nature#travel#qualitytime#scenery#goodtimes#goodpeople#goodplaces#enjoylife#selffinding#Greece#letthegoodtimesroll#roadtrip