I hope Calvinist don’t stone me to death! I’m not fully agreed on Arminianism either! I’m just saying.
For many biblical reason And much time of meditating in prayer and also having personal experiences I’ve come to the conclusion that I am Not a close minded Calvinist. I do believe in the doctrine of the sovereignty of God and have tasted it for myself. But there’s so much more into who we are and why we were made for that leaves many unanswered questions in wether if we had no saying in choosing God or if we can actually reject a God who is sovereign and omnipotent. all of this thinking I’ve been having goes hand to hand with scripture and a very detail analysis of the inner human component. I’ve been going at this for weeks now! 🤔. Yes is true that the husband gets to choose the woman that He wants to marry, just like God is able to choose who His bride will be. But! Does the husband gets to force the wife to do things she doesn’t want to? Is she not also a living specimen with emotions and desires and the ability to CHOOSE??? If the desire of God has always been for us to live in trust of Him(faith) then since the garden of eden he has given man the ability to decide wether We will live believing Him or not. Now, is true that our human will has been tainted by evil to choose wrong, but as a good husband God is always persuading us with his irresistible Grace to come to Him and to trust Him...how far will He go for someone who rejects his Grace? Someone who thinks so little of the sacrifice of his beloved son? Ughhhh so many things to think about! 🤯