Debated even posting this.. I had a crappy night and then got a work out in for the first time in awhile and felt great! I have no makeup on and my stomache isnt flat or perfect and all i can see in this picture is imperfections! Then i thought screw it! This is me.. Well the good angle of me hahaha there could be worst pictures and even if so... Embrace it!!! Im not perfect and today wasnt a perfect day! As long as everyday i work towards being a better version of myself im feeling accomplished. And it wont be hard for tomorrow to be a better day than today! Lol #nofilter#nomakeup#imperfections#thisisme
I’ve been on this path for a while y’all - had effectively packed my soul into a hidden rustic shed for a million years until it all burst open and the light couldn’t be contained or channeled in my conditioned directions anymore. All the life force just poured out everywhere, a flash flood of possibility, authentically broken open, memories and expected roles and costumes washing away in the river, beyond my grasp if I were to grasp but I didn’t. I didn’t want it anymore. I let it all fall away and watched as I was lifted into some other dimension and vibration, what we call reality spinning and swirling around me, but also before me nothing and nothing and nothing in every single moment. And so it was I found myself at home again in the wilderness, learning new language, letting it all fall out freely, blank slate, empty and meaningless, living life for no reason but to love you, that’s really all there is in every moment, that and the empty field beyond our comprehension where we orchestrate reality...
Thanks @clarissapinkolaestes for sharing your stories and wisdom in such a way that I could eat them for supper before the long long sleep of believing someone else’s treasure was worth pursuing. They were delicious, the nutrients stayed in my bones for those millions of years.
Almost done packing and so ready to return to my home and family away from home! I’ve met so many amazing people whom I’m so excited to see and catch up with! I’m also excited to meet all the new faces that’ll become a part of the family! See you all tomorrow! #AOSFYC#ThisIsMe