I wake up,
With an unbearable debt of what i have no idea about? I always feel my chest so heavy. As in unambiguous amount of thrust is pushing and pressing me to be dust itself and sometimes i feel i am the dust still that pressure that debt is there.
So many questions
So many different answers
So many faces
So many words but still can't figure out which are for who? And which are for me?
I usually ask a question from people that what's the purpose of this life we got?
No answer that can satisfy my mind and take me to rest.
Then i find certain someone who i know is toxic for me,
but still some moment with that person make me realise that i am free from all the ties and all the monopolies of this mazed and confusing world.
We usually find our answers in artificial intelligence while we are the one who are artificially integrated and generated to take part in
Over and over and over i am here
You are there
After few years someone else will be here
And he will be asking the same questions with no answers in person or in a person.
Again we will find someone who will not honour the legacy that we can conquer and by legacy i mean a LIFE yup a life,
Where there will be
No duration of time
No social life
No destruction of our home
No construction of any other bond which we can't sub hold or wanting to hold but can't hold due to any reasons or any purpose; JUST US.
Where there will be only me and my silence and that certain someone who we want to be there unconditional of all the imperfections that i hold or they hold just us.
I usually talk about symphonies
Sacred places to be and to hide from them to live a life or if i am asking much then just a day where we should be above than surviving and race just a day or a hour where i can live my life from the whole life span or the whole race we run.
To conquer money
I don't think richness can be bought by money still i am thinking about a expensive car in my mind but when i will have that what next?
#Throwbackthursday let's take a little journey back to 2014. 👉 photo further left 2014 - middle June 30th 2018 - right July 9th 2018.
Swipe left 👉 left/ last Oct 2017, 1st time I stepped on stage- right May 12 2018, 2nd time I stepped on stage.
I feel very honoured that my journey inspires people.
Bodybuilding is my life, is my passion, is what I do and I couldn't imagine my life without it. Looking where I started to now, the only thing Im sure is everything is possible in life when you are committed to it. Nothing is unattainable to the heart and mind that sees no limits.
This post is to show you that hard work pays off. It's about setting goals and doing what it takes to achieve them.
It's a process and little by little you can achieve a lot. -
Find what makes you happy. Set your goals and dream big. Go after whatever it's YOU want to achieve in your Lifetime.
You have nothing to lose and everything to gain when it comes to take care of yourself.
I have 18 days to bring my absolutely best at @dexterjacksonclassic -
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